1 00:00:36,161 --> 00:00:38,955 WE ARE ALL TRYING HERE 2 00:00:40,040 --> 00:00:43,126 HYOWON MANSION 3 00:00:53,136 --> 00:00:54,429 Where do you live? 4 00:00:55,221 --> 00:00:56,765 I'll scatter 500-won coins for you! 5 00:00:57,390 --> 00:00:58,433 Where do you live? 6 00:01:04,355 --> 00:01:07,275 {\an8}A while back, one of my students wrote a story. 7 00:01:07,358 --> 00:01:11,529 {\an8}A girl had finally gotten a chance to go on a date with her long-time crush, 8 00:01:11,613 --> 00:01:14,157 {\an8}but she overslept and showed up late. 9 00:01:14,240 --> 00:01:15,241 {\an8}I lost it reading that. 10 00:01:15,325 --> 00:01:18,620 {\an8}I said to my student, "Hey, if it were me, I'd have gotten up at dawn to get ready." 11 00:01:18,703 --> 00:01:20,080 {\an8}"I wouldn't have been able to sleep." 12 00:01:20,163 --> 00:01:23,666 {\an8}"How could she oversleep on the day she was supposed to meet her crush?" 13 00:01:24,250 --> 00:01:26,252 And you know what they said? 14 00:01:26,961 --> 00:01:29,964 "When I feel loved, 15 00:01:30,048 --> 00:01:31,674 I feel at ease and sleep deeply, 16 00:01:32,509 --> 00:01:33,843 like I've never slept before." 17 00:01:36,888 --> 00:01:38,139 I slept like a baby last night. 18 00:02:10,713 --> 00:02:13,216 DONG-MAN: I SLEPT LIKE A BABY LAST NIGHT 19 00:02:16,386 --> 00:02:17,637 DONG-MAN 20 00:02:24,185 --> 00:02:25,145 What are you talking about? 21 00:02:25,228 --> 00:02:27,480 As I said, I slept well last night. 22 00:02:28,231 --> 00:02:29,607 Good for you for sleeping well. 23 00:02:30,275 --> 00:02:31,734 I didn't sleep a wink. 24 00:02:32,318 --> 00:02:33,903 Why? 25 00:02:34,487 --> 00:02:36,614 I sent my screenplay to Eun-a, 26 00:02:37,740 --> 00:02:39,159 but I haven't heard back yet. 27 00:02:40,743 --> 00:02:41,870 I'm nervous. 28 00:02:41,953 --> 00:02:45,331 Is it time for your features to vanish? 29 00:02:46,666 --> 00:02:47,542 PRODUCER BYEON EUN-A 30 00:02:49,460 --> 00:02:51,588 Hey, Eun-a's calling. I have to go. 31 00:02:56,175 --> 00:02:57,135 Oh jeez. 32 00:02:59,345 --> 00:03:00,471 Hello, Eun-a. 33 00:03:00,555 --> 00:03:01,806 Director Lee. 34 00:03:03,516 --> 00:03:04,392 It's a good read. 35 00:03:07,020 --> 00:03:08,021 I'm so relieved. 36 00:03:09,188 --> 00:03:10,481 I was really worried. 37 00:03:11,900 --> 00:03:14,861 Eun-a, you're still at work, right? 38 00:03:14,944 --> 00:03:16,446 Would you like to have dinner? 39 00:03:16,529 --> 00:03:18,197 I already have plans tonight, 40 00:03:18,281 --> 00:03:20,116 so I'll email you my notes. 41 00:03:35,965 --> 00:03:37,592 How are you feeling these days? 42 00:03:39,093 --> 00:03:39,969 These days? 43 00:03:41,095 --> 00:03:42,013 I'm okay. 44 00:03:44,807 --> 00:03:46,976 Doesn't it all show up in the data anyway? 45 00:04:00,907 --> 00:04:02,408 Sometimes, 46 00:04:02,492 --> 00:04:06,829 what the data shows doesn't match how participants say they feel. 47 00:04:06,913 --> 00:04:08,915 Can you tell me how you're feeling right now? 48 00:04:10,333 --> 00:04:12,877 - Excuse me? - How are you feeling right now? 49 00:04:13,461 --> 00:04:14,545 I feel okay. 50 00:04:17,006 --> 00:04:19,592 ANXIOUS 51 00:04:36,776 --> 00:04:37,777 Ms. Byeon Eun-a. 52 00:04:41,114 --> 00:04:42,115 This way, please. 53 00:04:43,533 --> 00:04:46,536 I wanted to tell you something. 54 00:04:48,913 --> 00:04:52,417 We've found another person who shares the same "unknown" emotion pattern as you. 55 00:04:56,337 --> 00:04:57,463 Right here. 56 00:04:58,923 --> 00:05:01,968 The emotional profile matches what you show when you get a nosebleed. 57 00:05:29,662 --> 00:05:32,915 We've only detected it once, so we'll need to monitor it a bit more. 58 00:05:32,999 --> 00:05:35,835 But in any case, there's someone else. 59 00:05:57,523 --> 00:05:58,775 There's even an "unknown"? 60 00:05:59,358 --> 00:06:00,735 Apparently, there are about 20 emotions 61 00:06:01,444 --> 00:06:03,780 they haven't figured out what to call yet. 62 00:06:05,823 --> 00:06:09,911 People who exhibit the same pattern get together to discuss 63 00:06:10,495 --> 00:06:12,330 and decide what to call that emotion. 64 00:06:13,039 --> 00:06:14,665 That sounds like fun. 65 00:06:14,749 --> 00:06:16,501 I like coming up with names. 66 00:06:16,584 --> 00:06:18,544 I hope "unknown" shows up on mine too. 67 00:06:21,172 --> 00:06:24,175 When does "unknown" appear for you, Eun-a? 68 00:06:27,512 --> 00:06:28,846 When I get nosebleeds. 69 00:06:34,602 --> 00:06:36,312 When I feel overwhelming rage, 70 00:06:37,396 --> 00:06:38,272 despair, 71 00:06:39,899 --> 00:06:41,943 and helplessness beyond my control. 72 00:06:43,277 --> 00:06:44,403 That's when I get nosebleeds. 73 00:06:46,322 --> 00:06:47,907 Isn't that just high blood pressure? 74 00:06:52,954 --> 00:06:54,705 I wonder what kind of emotion that is. 75 00:06:55,373 --> 00:06:56,791 What do you want to call it? 76 00:07:01,129 --> 00:07:02,380 "Self-destructive." 77 00:07:13,558 --> 00:07:14,642 For some reason, 78 00:07:15,309 --> 00:07:17,353 that sounds scarier than "hungry." 79 00:07:18,396 --> 00:07:19,230 It shows "hungry" too? 80 00:07:20,231 --> 00:07:21,482 It sure does. 81 00:07:21,566 --> 00:07:23,401 But that's not even an emotion. 82 00:07:23,484 --> 00:07:24,485 It doesn't seem so, right? 83 00:07:25,194 --> 00:07:26,863 But it was the perfect word at the time. 84 00:07:27,488 --> 00:07:28,906 That's when I was blown away. 85 00:07:28,990 --> 00:07:31,117 Whoever named it "hungry" deserves a medal. 86 00:07:31,200 --> 00:07:34,287 I was hurting badly, but even then, I was very impressed. 87 00:07:34,912 --> 00:07:36,164 "Hungry"? 88 00:07:36,247 --> 00:07:37,790 What a great name for it. 89 00:07:38,875 --> 00:07:42,753 You see, I'm crazy about people who have a way with words. 90 00:07:43,504 --> 00:07:45,381 My brother used to write poetry. 91 00:07:46,007 --> 00:07:47,675 He'd always say there are two types of writers. 92 00:07:47,758 --> 00:07:50,970 Those who've read the entire dictionary at least once and those who haven't. 93 00:07:51,637 --> 00:07:53,264 My brother read it three times. 94 00:07:53,347 --> 00:07:54,182 Wow. 95 00:07:54,265 --> 00:07:56,726 He eventually created his own dictionary. 96 00:07:57,393 --> 00:08:01,564 He was passionate about using words to find the truth. 97 00:08:02,773 --> 00:08:04,025 What does he do now? 98 00:08:06,027 --> 00:08:07,028 Well… 99 00:08:07,862 --> 00:08:08,821 I guess 100 00:08:09,989 --> 00:08:13,075 he's welding and drinking, 101 00:08:14,410 --> 00:08:16,037 while still looking for the truth. 102 00:08:21,000 --> 00:08:23,002 A wanted poster is better than a memorial photo. 103 00:08:24,378 --> 00:08:25,588 So attack, don't self-destruct. 104 00:08:26,380 --> 00:08:27,215 Attack. 105 00:08:29,091 --> 00:08:29,967 Attack. 106 00:08:41,896 --> 00:08:43,147 For as long as I can remember, 107 00:08:43,898 --> 00:08:45,983 I've never seen people as just people. 108 00:08:47,818 --> 00:08:49,070 I saw them as masses. 109 00:08:50,279 --> 00:08:51,239 Masses of emotion. 110 00:08:51,822 --> 00:08:54,033 Wow, I like that. 111 00:08:54,700 --> 00:08:55,618 "Masses of emotion." 112 00:08:57,411 --> 00:08:59,789 It's like a person isn't made of flesh and blood. 113 00:09:00,665 --> 00:09:04,335 Instead, they're made from one emotion that keeps building over a lifetime. 114 00:09:07,213 --> 00:09:08,756 I bet we can name everyone here 115 00:09:09,257 --> 00:09:10,967 after an emotion. 116 00:09:15,346 --> 00:09:16,973 - "Wary." - Right. 117 00:09:17,473 --> 00:09:18,516 "Pretentious." 118 00:09:19,392 --> 00:09:20,518 "Arrogant." 119 00:09:26,857 --> 00:09:27,900 "Antsy." 120 00:09:28,651 --> 00:09:29,485 "Resentful." 121 00:09:30,236 --> 00:09:31,070 "Bored." 122 00:09:34,907 --> 00:09:36,117 They really are 123 00:09:37,159 --> 00:09:38,244 all masses of emotion. 124 00:09:38,828 --> 00:09:40,746 There aren't many good masses of emotion. 125 00:09:42,248 --> 00:09:43,791 I've always wondered 126 00:09:43,874 --> 00:09:46,794 why people on the subway look so ugly. 127 00:09:46,877 --> 00:09:49,130 But I guess it wasn't their faces. 128 00:09:49,714 --> 00:09:51,716 It was their emotions that were ugly. 129 00:09:52,925 --> 00:09:54,093 You know why kids are cute? 130 00:09:54,802 --> 00:09:56,262 Because their emotions haven't formed yet. 131 00:09:56,929 --> 00:09:58,014 I see. 132 00:09:59,140 --> 00:10:00,016 Then what about me? 133 00:10:00,641 --> 00:10:01,976 What kind of mass do I look like? 134 00:10:04,228 --> 00:10:06,355 Just say the first thing that comes to mind. 135 00:10:06,439 --> 00:10:07,273 Don't change it. 136 00:10:12,028 --> 00:10:12,862 "Anxious." 137 00:10:20,870 --> 00:10:21,704 You got me. 138 00:10:22,955 --> 00:10:23,956 I'm anxious. 139 00:10:25,541 --> 00:10:28,210 But isn't anxiety just part of human nature? 140 00:10:29,003 --> 00:10:31,631 We exist as separate individuals, 141 00:10:31,714 --> 00:10:33,507 so how can we not feel anxious? 142 00:10:35,176 --> 00:10:36,969 My favorite word is 143 00:10:37,553 --> 00:10:38,512 "serenity." 144 00:10:39,388 --> 00:10:41,432 Calm and peaceful. 145 00:10:42,433 --> 00:10:44,226 I've never felt it before, 146 00:10:44,852 --> 00:10:47,104 but I have an idea of what it's like. 147 00:10:47,688 --> 00:10:49,482 It's a very safe 148 00:10:50,775 --> 00:10:52,276 and very warm feeling. 149 00:10:54,362 --> 00:10:58,991 Like eating tangerines under a blanket in winter, while reading comic books, 150 00:10:59,659 --> 00:11:01,619 but a million times better. 151 00:11:03,287 --> 00:11:05,039 I'm freaking talkative, you see. 152 00:11:05,122 --> 00:11:06,457 You know why? 153 00:11:06,540 --> 00:11:10,586 Whenever I feel a rush of anxiety charging in all of a sudden, 154 00:11:10,670 --> 00:11:13,589 I get loud and talk my head off 155 00:11:13,673 --> 00:11:14,757 to chase it away. 156 00:11:16,217 --> 00:11:17,385 I'm afraid of silence. 157 00:11:18,094 --> 00:11:19,303 I'm afraid 158 00:11:20,012 --> 00:11:21,889 the truth might pop out of nowhere in the silence. 159 00:11:22,848 --> 00:11:23,682 Like boom. 160 00:11:27,478 --> 00:11:29,063 What kind of truth? 161 00:11:39,198 --> 00:11:40,658 When it's quiet… 162 00:11:44,495 --> 00:11:46,580 I feel like a Gollum-like demon will appear… 163 00:11:48,999 --> 00:11:50,751 and whisper in my ear. 164 00:11:53,170 --> 00:11:54,004 You… 165 00:11:54,839 --> 00:11:56,924 are worthless. 166 00:12:01,429 --> 00:12:02,304 "You… 167 00:12:04,432 --> 00:12:05,724 are worthless." 168 00:12:59,111 --> 00:13:00,905 {\an8}I don't usually watch 169 00:13:01,697 --> 00:13:02,865 {\an8}my own films. 170 00:13:04,909 --> 00:13:06,869 {\an8}Maybe "I can't" would be more accurate. 171 00:13:06,952 --> 00:13:08,454 {\an8}Because I think I did it all wrong. 172 00:13:10,915 --> 00:13:13,792 But this time, the original novel was so good 173 00:13:13,876 --> 00:13:15,503 that there was no way to get it wrong. 174 00:13:17,546 --> 00:13:21,634 I thought, "I've finally made a film my daughter would be proud of." 175 00:13:25,429 --> 00:13:26,430 QandA SCREENING 176 00:13:26,514 --> 00:13:28,724 Before being her mom, as an experienced actress, 177 00:13:29,517 --> 00:13:31,727 I've always had that kind of thirst. 178 00:13:38,651 --> 00:13:40,653 Mr. Choi invited us for drinks at Agit. 179 00:13:40,736 --> 00:13:42,112 He says it's his treat. 180 00:13:42,196 --> 00:13:44,198 The man is just ecstatic. 181 00:13:44,281 --> 00:13:45,908 We hit a million in record time, 182 00:13:45,991 --> 00:13:48,202 and now, he's already excited about hitting ten million. 183 00:13:49,828 --> 00:13:50,788 You're coming, right? 184 00:13:52,289 --> 00:13:55,417 I have plans at this restaurant I waited two months to get into. 185 00:13:55,501 --> 00:13:58,504 I didn't think you were the type to wait like that, Mi-ran. 186 00:13:59,129 --> 00:14:00,798 I'm serious when it comes to food. 187 00:14:02,883 --> 00:14:05,135 Why don't we go for a drink? Mr. Choi will be waiting. 188 00:14:05,219 --> 00:14:07,555 Don't say you're "serious" about something. 189 00:14:08,639 --> 00:14:10,391 Just say, "I like food." 190 00:14:10,474 --> 00:14:12,268 That sounds much more genuine. 191 00:14:13,978 --> 00:14:18,148 Using trendy phrases and trying to be "hip," as you call it, 192 00:14:18,774 --> 00:14:19,942 isn't hip at all. 193 00:14:21,277 --> 00:14:24,488 Politicians and actors who lack their own style of expression 194 00:14:25,072 --> 00:14:26,115 never last long. 195 00:14:28,409 --> 00:14:30,119 - Let's have drinks some other time. - Yes, ma'am. 196 00:14:40,254 --> 00:14:42,006 - I'll see you at home. - Take care. 197 00:14:55,936 --> 00:14:57,688 - Good job. - Nice work, everyone. 198 00:14:58,564 --> 00:15:00,274 Stop looking at your phone. 199 00:15:00,900 --> 00:15:01,817 Are you that happy? 200 00:15:03,694 --> 00:15:06,155 You can almost smell success in the numbers. 201 00:15:07,239 --> 00:15:08,657 Check out the advance ticket sales. 202 00:15:08,741 --> 00:15:10,242 MY MOTHER ADVANCE TICKET SALES: 65.8% 203 00:15:10,326 --> 00:15:12,536 It's been so long since I've seen numbers like this. 204 00:15:13,162 --> 00:15:13,996 All right. 205 00:15:14,747 --> 00:15:18,000 The mom stepped in to fix what her daughter botched up. 206 00:15:18,626 --> 00:15:20,252 Sorry for botching things up. 207 00:15:20,336 --> 00:15:21,670 Come on, that's how it is. 208 00:15:21,754 --> 00:15:24,173 You tank ten before you land one. 209 00:15:24,256 --> 00:15:25,090 You know this. 210 00:15:25,174 --> 00:15:26,926 I wonder when I'll finally land that one. 211 00:15:27,968 --> 00:15:29,595 Just stay right by my side. 212 00:15:29,678 --> 00:15:31,764 As long as you're with me, you'll land at least one. 213 00:15:32,556 --> 00:15:33,724 We're doing this. 214 00:15:34,391 --> 00:15:36,393 Here's to hitting ten million! 215 00:15:36,477 --> 00:15:37,311 Let's go! 216 00:15:37,394 --> 00:15:39,146 - Let's go! - Let's go! 217 00:15:43,525 --> 00:15:44,860 What's Director Park Gyeong-se doing? 218 00:15:44,944 --> 00:15:46,403 Tell him to come for a drink. 219 00:15:46,487 --> 00:15:48,739 Just leave him alone. He's not in a good place these days. 220 00:15:48,822 --> 00:15:50,658 DECISION TO STAY 221 00:17:19,329 --> 00:17:21,623 Get some rest on your days off! 222 00:17:21,707 --> 00:17:23,208 Don't just drink! 223 00:17:51,487 --> 00:17:52,863 THE EIGHT CLUB 224 00:17:53,947 --> 00:17:55,449 Read this, Hwang Dong-man. 225 00:17:56,075 --> 00:17:58,410 We live in an era where people leave comments 226 00:17:58,494 --> 00:18:01,622 like mutts leaving crap wherever they go. 227 00:18:02,414 --> 00:18:05,334 We see your crap every single day. 228 00:18:05,417 --> 00:18:08,420 Our group chat is filled with your crap. 229 00:18:09,004 --> 00:18:11,423 You're supposed to clean up your own crap, you know. 230 00:18:12,007 --> 00:18:16,637 Whenever I think of you, I feel nothing but rage all day 231 00:18:16,720 --> 00:18:20,933 because of all the crap you've written and said so far. 232 00:18:21,934 --> 00:18:25,020 Every day, I think about the things I didn't get to say to you that day. 233 00:18:26,021 --> 00:18:27,648 "I should've said that." 234 00:18:27,731 --> 00:18:29,233 "I should've said that too." 235 00:18:29,316 --> 00:18:31,485 After a sleepless, rage-filled night, 236 00:18:31,568 --> 00:18:35,155 I've decided to sit down and organize my thoughts clearly. 237 00:18:36,657 --> 00:18:38,617 I want you to read this out loud 238 00:18:39,326 --> 00:18:41,495 the same way I did. 239 00:18:41,578 --> 00:18:43,539 I want you to swallow these words 240 00:18:44,164 --> 00:18:45,916 the same way I did. 241 00:18:46,583 --> 00:18:47,626 And I hope it hurts. 242 00:18:48,335 --> 00:18:49,753 I hope it hurts 243 00:18:49,837 --> 00:18:52,673 when you read this and choke it down. 244 00:18:52,756 --> 00:18:54,174 No vegetables today? 245 00:18:58,178 --> 00:18:59,012 One. 246 00:18:59,888 --> 00:19:02,850 When the whole country raved about Ki-ri's drama, 247 00:19:02,933 --> 00:19:05,227 you refused to watch it even though he's your friend. 248 00:19:05,310 --> 00:19:06,645 Then you said, 249 00:19:06,728 --> 00:19:10,023 "For some reason, I'm not into things everyone else likes." 250 00:19:10,107 --> 00:19:11,441 "This is why I haven't made it yet." 251 00:19:11,525 --> 00:19:12,651 "I'm just too niche." 252 00:19:12,734 --> 00:19:14,319 This is why I haven't made it yet. 253 00:19:14,403 --> 00:19:15,362 I'm just too niche. 254 00:19:16,989 --> 00:19:19,158 Do you remember the vibe in the room when you said that? 255 00:19:19,867 --> 00:19:21,743 Everyone went quiet. 256 00:19:22,744 --> 00:19:24,663 Why do you think we stopped talking? 257 00:19:25,289 --> 00:19:27,624 Because we were pissed off. 258 00:19:28,542 --> 00:19:30,127 You know why you're not successful. 259 00:19:30,210 --> 00:19:32,546 I know. We all know. 260 00:19:33,088 --> 00:19:36,091 But seeing you try to one-up whoever's in front of you 261 00:19:36,175 --> 00:19:38,510 just freaking pissed us off. 262 00:19:38,594 --> 00:19:41,138 Want me to run through all the masters of niche cinema? 263 00:19:41,221 --> 00:19:44,224 Or how about a list of successful niche film directors? 264 00:19:44,308 --> 00:19:46,560 Being niche isn't why you haven't made it. 265 00:19:47,186 --> 00:19:48,854 You just have no talent. 266 00:19:48,937 --> 00:19:50,147 Your work is boring! 267 00:19:58,113 --> 00:19:59,406 Damn it! 268 00:20:07,414 --> 00:20:09,666 I WANT YOU TO READ THIS OUT LOUD, THE SAME WAY I DID… 269 00:20:16,423 --> 00:20:18,467 He really went there, didn't he? 270 00:20:18,550 --> 00:20:19,426 No way. 271 00:20:20,636 --> 00:20:23,388 I bet Hwang Dong-man wants to die right now. 272 00:20:23,472 --> 00:20:24,473 What is it? 273 00:20:27,309 --> 00:20:28,227 No way. 274 00:20:39,529 --> 00:20:41,073 They look real. 275 00:20:41,156 --> 00:20:42,532 It has an amazing grip. 276 00:20:43,659 --> 00:20:45,244 It's just like a real gun. 277 00:20:49,581 --> 00:20:51,083 What's the movie about? 278 00:20:51,959 --> 00:20:55,796 Public officials who take care of people who stress out citizens. 279 00:20:56,755 --> 00:20:59,758 Sounds like a lot of politicians will get killed. 280 00:21:05,180 --> 00:21:07,057 Click, clack. 281 00:21:08,100 --> 00:21:09,142 Bang! 282 00:21:10,310 --> 00:21:13,438 This only has two loading steps, so it doesn't sound as good. 283 00:21:14,481 --> 00:21:17,234 If you're going to kill someone, you might as well use something cathartic. 284 00:21:18,777 --> 00:21:21,196 Click, click, clack, thunk! 285 00:21:21,280 --> 00:21:22,698 Bang! 286 00:21:23,282 --> 00:21:25,534 You need at least four loading steps 287 00:21:25,617 --> 00:21:29,246 to boost the action and make the audience's hearts pound. 288 00:21:29,329 --> 00:21:31,331 Can't we use real guns? 289 00:21:32,249 --> 00:21:34,751 We can, but it's a headache. 290 00:21:34,835 --> 00:21:38,338 The firearms supplier drops them off at the police station on filming day. 291 00:21:38,422 --> 00:21:41,174 The production company has to pick them up 292 00:21:41,258 --> 00:21:43,593 and then return them exactly on time, 293 00:21:43,677 --> 00:21:45,095 so it's better not to use them. 294 00:21:45,595 --> 00:21:48,890 Come on, these look and feel just like real guns! 295 00:21:51,518 --> 00:21:53,937 See? You tried to dodge it. 296 00:21:57,566 --> 00:21:58,567 Amazing, right? 297 00:22:28,805 --> 00:22:29,848 Two. 298 00:22:31,850 --> 00:22:36,646 On the FAM tour, you had the nerve to ask a famous director for their name. 299 00:22:37,397 --> 00:22:39,357 The way you pretended not to know someone 300 00:22:39,441 --> 00:22:42,652 who clearly had no reason to know you was sheer arrogance. 301 00:22:42,736 --> 00:22:44,696 Everyone else just stayed quiet the whole trip, 302 00:22:44,780 --> 00:22:47,866 but you couldn't stop talking because you were busy hiding 303 00:22:47,949 --> 00:22:49,826 the fact that you were a nobody! 304 00:22:49,910 --> 00:22:54,498 You talked your head off like your life depended on it! 305 00:22:55,874 --> 00:22:59,002 In the end, you proved to everyone that you were a nobody! 306 00:22:59,086 --> 00:23:02,005 That's why we never go on FAM tours with you anymore. 307 00:23:05,050 --> 00:23:06,593 Because there's no reason 308 00:23:08,178 --> 00:23:10,806 to put up with your crap in public. 309 00:23:13,850 --> 00:23:14,810 Three. 310 00:23:15,727 --> 00:23:19,397 You keep getting rejected, but you do it again 311 00:23:19,981 --> 00:23:21,608 - and again. - Mr. Hwang Dong-man? 312 00:23:21,691 --> 00:23:22,526 Yes? 313 00:23:27,864 --> 00:23:28,907 Back to three. 314 00:23:30,200 --> 00:23:33,203 You keep getting rejected, but you do it again 315 00:23:34,162 --> 00:23:34,996 and again. 316 00:23:35,664 --> 00:23:37,541 You refuse to give up. 317 00:23:37,624 --> 00:23:39,334 Now it makes me wonder, 318 00:23:41,002 --> 00:23:43,130 "Maybe he's hoping he can keep doing this 319 00:23:44,047 --> 00:23:45,549 until the day he dies." 320 00:23:53,807 --> 00:23:55,725 Hello, it's good to see you here. 321 00:24:05,986 --> 00:24:07,904 Hwang Dong-man, did you read it? 322 00:24:10,407 --> 00:24:11,908 I know you can hear me! 323 00:24:16,204 --> 00:24:17,622 Read it out loud! 324 00:24:18,123 --> 00:24:21,209 Choke down every single word, all right? 325 00:24:23,086 --> 00:24:25,172 That dumbass can't even act. 326 00:24:25,922 --> 00:24:27,340 Come on, that's enough. 327 00:24:33,680 --> 00:24:34,890 What's wrong? 328 00:24:34,973 --> 00:24:36,808 Hwang Dong-man just walked by. 329 00:24:36,892 --> 00:24:37,809 Really? 330 00:24:40,061 --> 00:24:41,396 That bastard didn't even read it. 331 00:24:42,898 --> 00:24:44,065 I guarantee it. 332 00:24:45,150 --> 00:24:46,318 But the unread count is zero. 333 00:24:46,401 --> 00:24:48,320 He just cleared the count but didn't actually read it. 334 00:24:49,112 --> 00:24:51,656 What's the root of all mental illnesses? 335 00:24:52,282 --> 00:24:53,408 Refusing to face reality. 336 00:24:53,491 --> 00:24:55,076 It'd kill him if he read it. 337 00:24:55,160 --> 00:24:56,328 He won't read it. 338 00:24:56,411 --> 00:24:57,370 He can't! 339 00:24:57,871 --> 00:24:59,289 He's always been like that. 340 00:24:59,372 --> 00:25:01,166 Whenever anyone hits him with the truth, 341 00:25:03,335 --> 00:25:04,211 he doesn't listen. 342 00:25:04,294 --> 00:25:06,421 It's meant to hurt him like hell, 343 00:25:06,504 --> 00:25:09,257 but the idiot just laughs and rambles about something else. 344 00:25:09,341 --> 00:25:10,884 Gyeong-se, 345 00:25:10,967 --> 00:25:12,636 you took a crap in the group chat too. 346 00:25:12,719 --> 00:25:14,179 I know I did! 347 00:25:14,763 --> 00:25:17,641 I wanted to show him he's not the only one who can take a crap. 348 00:25:17,724 --> 00:25:20,769 Jun-hwan says he'll get better after wearing the emotion watch. 349 00:25:20,852 --> 00:25:24,064 Tell that asshole to take some damn meds instead of wearing that stupid watch! 350 00:25:33,031 --> 00:25:34,241 What just happened? 351 00:25:46,628 --> 00:25:48,171 Damn it! 352 00:25:49,839 --> 00:25:51,258 Are you kidding me? 353 00:25:51,341 --> 00:25:53,218 - Hey, Gyeong-se! - That little… 354 00:25:53,301 --> 00:25:54,636 Where are you going? 355 00:25:55,262 --> 00:25:56,221 Damn it. 356 00:26:40,015 --> 00:26:41,308 I can't even finish reading it. 357 00:26:44,269 --> 00:26:46,271 There's something I didn't tell you. 358 00:26:49,607 --> 00:26:50,817 If you scroll up, 359 00:26:52,235 --> 00:26:55,405 you'll see all the crap that bastard wrote about me. 360 00:26:55,488 --> 00:26:56,323 Why do you think I-- 361 00:26:56,406 --> 00:26:57,699 Cham, cham, cham. 362 00:27:01,953 --> 00:27:04,205 Why do you think I was so harsh on Dong-man 363 00:27:04,289 --> 00:27:05,498 and banned him from here? 364 00:27:06,207 --> 00:27:08,168 Because I couldn't stand him? 365 00:27:08,752 --> 00:27:12,339 It's because I'm embarrassed by how you lose your shit around him! 366 00:27:13,131 --> 00:27:15,300 One word from him, and you shake with rage! 367 00:27:16,259 --> 00:27:17,886 Aren't you ashamed to face your juniors? 368 00:27:18,636 --> 00:27:20,347 What about our staff? 369 00:27:21,514 --> 00:27:23,058 If you do this one more time, 370 00:27:23,141 --> 00:27:24,642 I'll take down the "Hwang Dong-man not allowed" sign 371 00:27:24,726 --> 00:27:26,978 and put up one that says "Park Gyeong-se not allowed." 372 00:27:33,234 --> 00:27:34,152 Damn it. 373 00:27:44,162 --> 00:27:46,206 I think we'll hit ten million in record time. 374 00:27:49,292 --> 00:27:52,545 I can probably quit right now and live off this for the rest of my life. 375 00:27:52,629 --> 00:27:53,963 But you know how it is. 376 00:27:54,047 --> 00:27:55,173 I'll just use that money for a new film. 377 00:27:58,885 --> 00:28:00,261 Excuse me, sir. 378 00:28:00,345 --> 00:28:02,138 Something weird just came up. 379 00:28:03,223 --> 00:28:04,974 I think you should see this. 380 00:28:05,058 --> 00:28:07,560 Hey, I'll call you back later. 381 00:28:07,644 --> 00:28:08,645 Okay. 382 00:28:10,897 --> 00:28:11,940 Something weird? 383 00:28:13,108 --> 00:28:14,067 What is it? 384 00:28:19,197 --> 00:28:22,033 "It bothers me to see her with Jang Mi-ran…" 385 00:28:32,168 --> 00:28:34,796 IT BOTHERS ME TO SEE HER WITH JANG MI-RAN, ACTING LIKE A LOVING MOTHER AND DAUGHTER 386 00:28:34,879 --> 00:28:35,964 WHEN THEY AREN'T EVEN RELATED 387 00:28:39,092 --> 00:28:40,176 When was this posted? 388 00:28:42,762 --> 00:28:43,680 Huh? 389 00:28:43,763 --> 00:28:45,056 It's me. 390 00:28:45,140 --> 00:28:46,224 Did you see the social media post? 391 00:28:48,476 --> 00:28:49,477 What is it? 392 00:28:59,154 --> 00:29:01,239 "It bothers me to see her with Jang Mi-ran, 393 00:29:01,322 --> 00:29:04,075 acting like a loving mother and daughter 394 00:29:05,076 --> 00:29:06,327 when they aren't even related." 395 00:29:07,620 --> 00:29:09,289 "I still remember that girl 396 00:29:09,372 --> 00:29:11,374 from elementary school 23 years ago." 397 00:29:12,167 --> 00:29:14,169 "Last name Byeon.'" 398 00:29:16,838 --> 00:29:18,423 "She's Oh Jeong-hui's daughter, 399 00:29:18,506 --> 00:29:20,467 but she was neglected and grew up 400 00:29:21,134 --> 00:29:22,761 without her parents." 401 00:29:25,138 --> 00:29:27,640 "Oh Jeong-hui was an unknown actor back then, 402 00:29:27,724 --> 00:29:31,603 but she looked too elegant to live in our shabby neighborhood." 403 00:29:31,686 --> 00:29:33,563 "That's why I remember her name." 404 00:29:35,482 --> 00:29:38,651 "Compared to Oh Jeong-hui, her daughter was quiet and ordinary." 405 00:29:39,527 --> 00:29:42,822 "I didn't think much of it at the time, but looking back now, 406 00:29:42,906 --> 00:29:44,908 my heart simply goes out to her." 407 00:29:46,159 --> 00:29:48,328 "I wonder what she's doing now 408 00:29:49,537 --> 00:29:51,456 and how her life is going." 409 00:29:52,707 --> 00:29:54,542 Just stop, will you? 410 00:29:54,626 --> 00:29:56,878 You're not fed up with the film industry that's starving your family, 411 00:29:56,961 --> 00:29:58,671 but you're fed up with me? 412 00:29:58,755 --> 00:30:01,591 You miss that hellhole so much? 413 00:30:03,176 --> 00:30:04,969 One day, my dad left. 414 00:30:10,183 --> 00:30:11,726 Then, my mom left. 415 00:30:16,856 --> 00:30:19,025 I went to school like nothing happened, 416 00:30:20,401 --> 00:30:24,072 even though my heart was pounding so hard, I thought it'd pop out of my chest. 417 00:30:25,365 --> 00:30:27,200 I went to school like nothing happened, 418 00:30:28,159 --> 00:30:29,244 ate alone… 419 00:30:31,287 --> 00:30:32,330 and slept alone. 420 00:30:37,001 --> 00:30:38,795 Why didn't you tell anyone? 421 00:30:40,255 --> 00:30:43,007 You could've told your teacher that you were alone. 422 00:30:48,388 --> 00:30:49,973 Did you think it might put you in danger? 423 00:30:51,850 --> 00:30:52,767 No. 424 00:30:56,312 --> 00:30:58,314 I couldn't let anyone find out I'd been abandoned. 425 00:31:16,124 --> 00:31:18,334 One word from the daughter, and it'll be over. 426 00:31:18,418 --> 00:31:20,336 "It's not true. I was never neglected." 427 00:31:20,420 --> 00:31:23,590 Why go overboard and issue an official statement? 428 00:31:24,632 --> 00:31:28,094 People know Oh Jeong-hui got divorced at a young age. 429 00:31:28,177 --> 00:31:30,805 Her husband raised their kid. She wasn't neglected. 430 00:31:30,889 --> 00:31:32,098 That's her side of the story. 431 00:31:32,181 --> 00:31:33,474 The truth doesn't matter right now. 432 00:31:33,558 --> 00:31:36,019 What matters is making it look like the truth! 433 00:31:36,102 --> 00:31:39,564 It'll only look like the truth if the daughter says it herself. 434 00:31:39,647 --> 00:31:42,317 Oh Jeong-hui can talk all she wants, but no one will believe her. 435 00:31:42,400 --> 00:31:45,737 How can she ask her daughter if she can't get in touch with her? 436 00:31:46,487 --> 00:31:48,531 What do you mean she can't get in touch with her? 437 00:31:49,365 --> 00:31:52,785 You know this is a bad sign, right? 438 00:31:52,869 --> 00:31:55,455 Never mind My Mother tanking right before hitting ten million. 439 00:31:55,538 --> 00:31:59,918 One wrong move and Oh Jeong-hui can kiss her career goodbye. 440 00:32:02,545 --> 00:32:04,255 Okay, fine. Go ahead. 441 00:32:04,339 --> 00:32:06,215 Issue an official statement for now. 442 00:32:08,134 --> 00:32:09,344 But make it sound really sad. 443 00:32:09,427 --> 00:32:11,638 No, heartbreaking. You know what I mean. 444 00:32:11,721 --> 00:32:13,264 "I worried about her my whole life." 445 00:32:13,348 --> 00:32:14,599 "We got divorced when she was little, 446 00:32:14,682 --> 00:32:17,018 but I did the best I could while raising her." 447 00:32:17,101 --> 00:32:19,562 Write something along those lines, and show it to her. 448 00:32:19,646 --> 00:32:23,107 Ask her if it's okay to issue such a statement. 449 00:32:23,733 --> 00:32:26,277 She'll know whether it's okay or not. 450 00:32:28,905 --> 00:32:30,657 If you issue it without thinking, 451 00:32:30,740 --> 00:32:32,617 and the daughter comes forward claiming she was neglected, 452 00:32:32,700 --> 00:32:34,535 Oh Jeong-hui's career will be over. 453 00:32:34,619 --> 00:32:35,870 So just ask her, damn it! 454 00:32:41,417 --> 00:32:42,502 And one more thing, Mr. Park. 455 00:32:43,795 --> 00:32:45,088 Find the daughter. 456 00:32:46,005 --> 00:32:47,548 Find her! 457 00:32:47,632 --> 00:32:50,301 We need to find her and fix this, 458 00:32:50,385 --> 00:32:52,178 even if it means making amends or begging! 459 00:32:56,265 --> 00:32:58,393 DM the person who posted it. 460 00:32:58,476 --> 00:33:02,105 Tell them to take it down, or we'll sue for spreading false information. 461 00:33:02,188 --> 00:33:03,231 Intimidate them a bit. 462 00:33:03,314 --> 00:33:04,565 - Got it? - Yes, sir. 463 00:33:05,608 --> 00:33:06,484 Damn it! 464 00:33:22,166 --> 00:33:23,668 She left her husband and child, 465 00:33:25,294 --> 00:33:27,839 who weren't good enough for her… 466 00:33:30,174 --> 00:33:33,636 and replaced them with a shiny new husband and child. 467 00:33:36,639 --> 00:33:39,183 There really are people who get everything they want. 468 00:33:53,573 --> 00:33:56,284 When depression pressed down on me like a heavy iron weight, 469 00:33:56,367 --> 00:33:58,161 and I couldn't even sit up, 470 00:33:59,078 --> 00:34:00,413 all I wanted… 471 00:34:01,456 --> 00:34:02,623 was weather. 472 00:34:04,333 --> 00:34:06,169 If it were a warm, spring day… 473 00:34:07,253 --> 00:34:09,005 If cherry blossoms were in the air… 474 00:34:10,339 --> 00:34:14,594 I'd read Park Gyeong-se's message as if it were a love letter. 475 00:34:56,427 --> 00:34:57,261 "Don't take this…" 476 00:34:57,345 --> 00:35:02,266 Don't take this as me trying to tell you to get your act together. 477 00:35:03,101 --> 00:35:06,687 At this point, I'd feel even more bitter and resentful 478 00:35:06,771 --> 00:35:08,981 if I thought you'd finally gotten your life together. 479 00:35:10,441 --> 00:35:14,320 I think the only way I could die in peace is to know 480 00:35:14,904 --> 00:35:16,531 you're still exactly where you are right now. 481 00:35:17,490 --> 00:35:23,329 So please keep living the way you always have until the very end. 482 00:35:24,997 --> 00:35:28,876 "Keep living the way you always have until the very end." 483 00:35:30,169 --> 00:35:31,087 Seven. 484 00:35:32,046 --> 00:35:33,005 Goddamn it. 485 00:35:33,673 --> 00:35:35,216 Why the hell is it so long? 486 00:35:35,716 --> 00:35:38,386 He talked about dying, so this should be the end. 487 00:35:46,060 --> 00:35:48,271 {\an8}A SCARY WOMAN BY LEE JUN-HWAN 488 00:35:49,605 --> 00:35:50,481 You know, 489 00:35:51,607 --> 00:35:54,777 I believed you when you said you'd really go mainstream this time. 490 00:35:55,528 --> 00:35:56,696 When I read the first draft, 491 00:35:57,446 --> 00:36:00,116 I thought, "He worked really hard on this." 492 00:36:00,741 --> 00:36:03,786 "A bit more effort would definitely make it mainstream." 493 00:36:04,996 --> 00:36:11,085 So tell me why I'm seeing your signature B-movie vibes in the revised draft. 494 00:36:12,003 --> 00:36:13,212 One thing's for sure. 495 00:36:14,380 --> 00:36:16,382 You think there's an actor 496 00:36:16,966 --> 00:36:17,842 who'd do this? 497 00:36:17,925 --> 00:36:20,011 No, not among A-listers. 498 00:36:20,636 --> 00:36:23,139 Are you going to make another film with a B-lister 499 00:36:23,222 --> 00:36:24,849 and take pride in simply having made it? 500 00:36:24,932 --> 00:36:26,934 You said you wouldn't do that anymore. 501 00:36:27,018 --> 00:36:30,271 That's what you promised me when you signed the contract. 502 00:36:30,354 --> 00:36:33,357 You might feel this way because the character stands out, 503 00:36:34,400 --> 00:36:35,943 but it doesn't have B-movie vibes. 504 00:36:36,736 --> 00:36:39,113 Even Eun-a said the revised draft was much better. 505 00:36:45,453 --> 00:36:47,997 So if Byeon Eun-a likes it, does it mean it's good? 506 00:36:49,332 --> 00:36:52,001 Why do you all keep saying, "But Byeon Eun-a liked it"? 507 00:36:52,084 --> 00:36:53,169 Is she always right? 508 00:36:53,252 --> 00:36:55,129 You keep singing praises about her. 509 00:36:55,213 --> 00:36:57,089 Haven't you guys on the second floor heard 510 00:36:58,007 --> 00:37:00,009 I've been giving her a freaking hard time? 511 00:37:00,718 --> 00:37:02,053 You want to get kicked out of your office? 512 00:37:02,553 --> 00:37:04,972 Eun-a reads screenplays objectively 513 00:37:05,056 --> 00:37:06,432 without picturing specific actors. 514 00:37:06,515 --> 00:37:08,976 You have to read them with specific actors in mind! 515 00:37:09,810 --> 00:37:10,686 It makes sense now. 516 00:37:11,938 --> 00:37:14,857 I was so frustrated reading this because I couldn't imagine the cast. 517 00:37:20,738 --> 00:37:21,614 Ax, get in here. 518 00:37:25,451 --> 00:37:27,912 Ax, my ass. She can't even hit the mark. 519 00:37:29,455 --> 00:37:30,289 I said get in here! 520 00:37:42,468 --> 00:37:44,136 I heard you said this was good. 521 00:37:45,429 --> 00:37:47,181 Who should we cast for this? 522 00:37:47,265 --> 00:37:48,724 Give me some names. 523 00:37:54,939 --> 00:37:56,190 Come on. 524 00:37:57,316 --> 00:37:58,192 Jang Mi-ran. 525 00:37:58,276 --> 00:38:00,736 Why would she agree to this unless she wants to end her career? 526 00:38:01,654 --> 00:38:03,406 Will you cast her yourself? 527 00:38:04,573 --> 00:38:07,076 You need to think about the casting when you read. 528 00:38:07,159 --> 00:38:08,995 If you like it, that's all? 529 00:38:09,078 --> 00:38:10,413 Are we publishing this as a book? 530 00:38:10,496 --> 00:38:11,747 Are we a publisher now? 531 00:38:12,456 --> 00:38:14,792 How frustrating. 532 00:38:25,678 --> 00:38:27,888 I'm sorry. I should've persuaded him better. 533 00:38:29,181 --> 00:38:30,308 It's okay. 534 00:38:32,310 --> 00:38:33,853 I agree that the revised draft is better. 535 00:38:35,730 --> 00:38:37,857 If we can't trust our own instincts, who can we trust? 536 00:38:51,037 --> 00:38:53,164 Hwang Dong-man has been messaging you. 537 00:38:56,500 --> 00:38:58,544 You two must be getting close. 538 00:38:58,627 --> 00:39:01,505 What, are you really going to see for yourself what he's like? 539 00:39:04,550 --> 00:39:05,760 Aren't you embarrassed by him? 540 00:39:15,561 --> 00:39:17,521 I'm more embarrassed for you, saying something like that. 541 00:39:30,618 --> 00:39:31,619 I just wish 542 00:39:33,371 --> 00:39:35,998 you'd give up and leave the film industry. 543 00:39:37,375 --> 00:39:40,961 Don't kid yourself into thinking that you're actually talented 544 00:39:41,587 --> 00:39:44,340 just because you shone briefly. 545 00:39:45,007 --> 00:39:48,302 Or else you'll end up like Hwang Dong-man with 20 years down the drain. 546 00:40:11,700 --> 00:40:12,743 Delivery! 547 00:40:25,631 --> 00:40:26,715 That'll be 28,000 won. 548 00:40:27,967 --> 00:40:29,135 Food's here. 549 00:40:36,809 --> 00:40:38,018 I said the food's here. 550 00:40:48,737 --> 00:40:49,572 Hey. 551 00:40:58,914 --> 00:41:00,833 - How much? - It's 28,000 won. 552 00:41:07,298 --> 00:41:08,382 - Enjoy your food. - Thank you. 553 00:42:22,706 --> 00:42:23,707 MS. BYEON EUN-A 554 00:42:27,878 --> 00:42:29,421 What made you call me at this hour? 555 00:42:32,132 --> 00:42:33,801 Tell me a funny story. 556 00:42:36,554 --> 00:42:37,429 Do you have 557 00:42:38,055 --> 00:42:39,056 a sixth sense? 558 00:42:39,682 --> 00:42:40,766 How did you know to call? 559 00:42:41,892 --> 00:42:44,562 I had a really weird experience just now. 560 00:42:45,229 --> 00:42:47,398 I ordered delivery and was lying down, 561 00:42:47,481 --> 00:42:48,607 but I didn't fall asleep. 562 00:42:48,691 --> 00:42:50,901 I could hear my brother moving around. 563 00:42:51,527 --> 00:42:52,653 Then suddenly, 564 00:42:53,404 --> 00:42:56,115 my brother got on top of my back 565 00:42:56,198 --> 00:42:58,993 and started stomping on me. 566 00:42:59,076 --> 00:43:00,828 I thought he had lost his mind. 567 00:43:00,911 --> 00:43:03,205 I was sleepy and annoyed, 568 00:43:03,289 --> 00:43:04,623 but too lazy to get up. 569 00:43:05,457 --> 00:43:06,333 But then 570 00:43:07,126 --> 00:43:09,920 I heard him grab a bottle of alcohol from across the room. 571 00:43:17,845 --> 00:43:20,723 So I thought, "Then who's on my back right now?" 572 00:43:22,349 --> 00:43:23,267 It's sleep paralysis. 573 00:43:23,851 --> 00:43:26,937 That's when I thought I might die, 574 00:43:27,021 --> 00:43:29,189 but I couldn't even move a finger. 575 00:43:29,273 --> 00:43:30,441 You know how it is. 576 00:43:30,524 --> 00:43:32,526 You can't move an inch, no matter how hard you try. 577 00:43:33,527 --> 00:43:37,114 This bastard was dancing on my back, and I'm losing my mind. 578 00:43:38,157 --> 00:43:38,991 Just then… 579 00:43:40,409 --> 00:43:41,493 Delivery! 580 00:43:42,411 --> 00:43:43,454 I thought, "Yes, I'm saved!" 581 00:43:44,330 --> 00:43:45,414 Food's here. 582 00:43:45,497 --> 00:43:47,541 "Please kick me." 583 00:43:47,625 --> 00:43:49,043 I said the food's here. 584 00:43:49,126 --> 00:43:51,378 "Come on, just kick me!" 585 00:43:51,462 --> 00:43:52,713 "As hard as you can!" 586 00:43:53,964 --> 00:43:56,008 "Yes, that's right." 587 00:43:56,091 --> 00:43:56,925 "Come on." 588 00:43:58,427 --> 00:44:00,262 - Hey. - "Just kick me, you bastard!" 589 00:44:00,346 --> 00:44:01,680 "Please!" 590 00:44:05,809 --> 00:44:07,603 - "Damn it." - It's 28,000 won. 591 00:44:10,064 --> 00:44:12,066 I felt like I was dying, 592 00:44:12,149 --> 00:44:14,193 but he just kept drinking. 593 00:44:14,276 --> 00:44:16,737 It made me feel sad all of a sudden. 594 00:44:16,820 --> 00:44:19,657 "I've got enough people to fight, and now I have to fight sleep paralysis?" 595 00:44:20,783 --> 00:44:22,993 "Forget it. I'm not going to fight it." 596 00:44:23,077 --> 00:44:25,704 "Go ahead and beat me, sleep paralysis." 597 00:44:25,788 --> 00:44:27,247 "It's not like I'm going to die." 598 00:44:28,123 --> 00:44:29,083 You know what I mean. 599 00:44:29,166 --> 00:44:32,586 It feels like you're going to die, but you don't actually die. 600 00:44:33,337 --> 00:44:35,798 "So go ahead, sleep paralysis. You win." 601 00:44:36,965 --> 00:44:39,760 "Stomp on me or smother me. Do whatever you want." 602 00:44:39,843 --> 00:44:43,055 "I'll just imagine being under a blanket, eating tangerines in winter." 603 00:44:43,889 --> 00:44:45,849 And I just kept still. 604 00:44:46,433 --> 00:44:47,559 The weird thing was… 605 00:44:49,770 --> 00:44:52,147 once I started ignoring it, 606 00:44:52,231 --> 00:44:54,274 it felt like the sleep paralysis got thrown off. 607 00:44:54,858 --> 00:44:56,777 I was supposed to be in pain, 608 00:44:58,028 --> 00:45:00,447 but when I said, "Go ahead, you win" 609 00:45:01,490 --> 00:45:03,075 and kept still, 610 00:45:03,992 --> 00:45:05,411 it was almost like it lost steam 611 00:45:06,120 --> 00:45:09,123 and just slithered away. 612 00:45:19,925 --> 00:45:22,177 It felt like I learned something. 613 00:45:24,888 --> 00:45:29,268 Some things are worth a fight, and some aren't. 614 00:45:29,351 --> 00:45:32,855 And sleep paralysis wasn't something worth a fight. 615 00:45:43,824 --> 00:45:46,160 Don't fight the thing that's giving you a hard time, Eun-a. 616 00:45:47,077 --> 00:45:48,245 It's like sleep paralysis. 617 00:45:49,746 --> 00:45:51,415 If you just ignore it, it'll pass. 618 00:45:52,541 --> 00:45:53,876 Just let it go on its way. 619 00:45:59,381 --> 00:46:01,425 I feel better now after talking. 620 00:46:02,176 --> 00:46:03,677 It's been hard these past few days, 621 00:46:04,553 --> 00:46:06,847 but this definitely proves that talking gives me energy. 622 00:46:10,517 --> 00:46:12,102 What's been giving you a hard time? 623 00:46:15,063 --> 00:46:19,485 Well, I made it to the final round, so I went in for the interview, but… 624 00:46:19,568 --> 00:46:21,320 Damn it, I always make it to the final round. 625 00:46:22,070 --> 00:46:22,988 Anyway… 626 00:46:25,866 --> 00:46:28,368 You can tell the moment you walk into an interview 627 00:46:28,452 --> 00:46:30,579 whether you've got it or not. 628 00:46:31,413 --> 00:46:33,916 I was thinking that I didn't get it again 629 00:46:34,625 --> 00:46:35,709 and just sat there. 630 00:46:36,418 --> 00:46:40,631 Then at the last minute, a judge asked why I wanted to make films. 631 00:46:42,132 --> 00:46:43,258 She asked, and… 632 00:46:47,763 --> 00:46:48,597 Well… 633 00:46:50,140 --> 00:46:52,809 As I was answering, I got choked up. It was humiliating. 634 00:46:55,854 --> 00:46:57,022 What did you say? 635 00:46:58,023 --> 00:46:59,858 Why do you want to make films? 636 00:47:09,243 --> 00:47:10,077 I want to… 637 00:47:12,204 --> 00:47:13,705 I want to see someone… 638 00:47:17,334 --> 00:47:19,211 living on the opposite side of the world… 639 00:47:29,221 --> 00:47:30,597 and feel that I exist there too. 640 00:47:37,187 --> 00:47:38,230 I just… 641 00:47:39,022 --> 00:47:40,649 What gets to me more than losing the grant 642 00:47:41,525 --> 00:47:43,610 is that I couldn't hold back my tears. 643 00:47:44,778 --> 00:47:46,613 That's what kills me the most. 644 00:47:49,157 --> 00:47:52,160 On top of that, I said… 645 00:47:54,204 --> 00:47:55,205 All for one… 646 00:47:56,498 --> 00:47:57,332 and one for all. 647 00:48:00,085 --> 00:48:01,503 I mean, seriously. 648 00:48:02,379 --> 00:48:05,507 Why did I say, "All for one, and one for all"? 649 00:48:05,591 --> 00:48:08,260 What am I going to do? I'm so embarrassed. 650 00:48:31,658 --> 00:48:33,327 My nose stopped bleeding. 651 00:49:44,690 --> 00:49:47,484 Why do you have Director Kim Hyeon-tae's screenplay 652 00:49:47,567 --> 00:49:49,152 when the producer in charge hasn't even seen it yet? 653 00:49:49,778 --> 00:49:53,782 Don't you dare review screenplays behind my back again. 654 00:49:56,243 --> 00:49:57,119 Review this. 655 00:50:18,849 --> 00:50:20,684 If I get choked up while writing, 656 00:50:21,935 --> 00:50:23,353 the audience will get choked up too. 657 00:50:23,854 --> 00:50:25,856 If I laugh while writing, 658 00:50:25,939 --> 00:50:27,524 the audience will laugh too. 659 00:50:28,316 --> 00:50:31,486 If I feel pain while writing, the audience will also feel pain. 660 00:50:33,238 --> 00:50:35,782 Did you get choked up writing this? Or did you laugh? 661 00:50:38,660 --> 00:50:41,329 Stringing letters together isn't writing. 662 00:50:41,413 --> 00:50:43,665 You have to make people feel something. 663 00:50:43,749 --> 00:50:46,251 When we were little, we used to walk around like this. 664 00:50:47,043 --> 00:50:48,170 Do you remember? 665 00:50:48,253 --> 00:50:49,504 Do you see any adults walking around like that? 666 00:50:50,088 --> 00:50:51,214 Are there any adults so happy? 667 00:50:51,298 --> 00:50:52,924 Nope. There aren't any. 668 00:50:53,425 --> 00:50:55,469 That's why they go to the movie theater. 669 00:50:56,595 --> 00:50:57,554 To feel. 670 00:50:58,305 --> 00:51:00,807 They want to get choked up, be moved to tears, 671 00:51:00,891 --> 00:51:02,350 and crack up. 672 00:51:03,351 --> 00:51:06,313 They want to feel alive again. 673 00:51:06,396 --> 00:51:09,107 So don't just force a story together with words. 674 00:51:09,191 --> 00:51:11,234 Kick the story into gear. 675 00:51:11,318 --> 00:51:12,652 Bring out people's emotions! 676 00:51:13,236 --> 00:51:15,489 How do you kick a story into gear? 677 00:51:19,785 --> 00:51:20,952 Open a thousand doors. 678 00:51:21,912 --> 00:51:23,663 And make your way through them. 679 00:51:24,581 --> 00:51:26,958 And the background music should be 680 00:51:27,584 --> 00:51:28,460 guitar music. 681 00:52:15,215 --> 00:52:19,302 "It also means facing fear and guilt." 682 00:52:19,386 --> 00:52:20,512 "Fear…" 683 00:52:26,685 --> 00:52:27,519 What is it? 684 00:52:28,603 --> 00:52:29,646 What do you want? 685 00:52:32,691 --> 00:52:36,611 I've always struggled to deal with people who walk all over me. 686 00:52:38,113 --> 00:52:40,073 Should I avoid them, or put them in their place? 687 00:52:42,367 --> 00:52:44,244 I always chose to avoid them. 688 00:52:45,328 --> 00:52:46,288 But this time, 689 00:52:47,539 --> 00:52:49,124 I'm going to put them in their place. 690 00:52:51,877 --> 00:52:55,463 I've never once thought you were powerful. 691 00:52:56,506 --> 00:52:58,258 I do think you're a pain in the ass. 692 00:52:59,509 --> 00:53:01,177 I hope you don't get those two confused. 693 00:53:01,678 --> 00:53:02,846 Also, 694 00:53:03,680 --> 00:53:05,432 I'm a quiet person, 695 00:53:06,016 --> 00:53:07,559 but I'm not a weak pushover. 696 00:53:08,476 --> 00:53:09,978 I hope you don't confuse this as well. 697 00:53:15,692 --> 00:53:19,529 Please don't assume I'm quitting by pulling some stunt. 698 00:53:20,155 --> 00:53:21,448 I don't intend to quit. 699 00:53:33,126 --> 00:53:34,127 It must be entertaining, 700 00:53:35,128 --> 00:53:37,088 watching someone get pushed out. 701 00:53:38,381 --> 00:53:39,341 It is entertaining. 702 00:53:40,050 --> 00:53:42,010 I'll admit it because I've felt that before too. 703 00:53:42,719 --> 00:53:43,595 But you know, 704 00:53:44,220 --> 00:53:46,222 I'd rather you be upfront about it, like Hwang Dong-man. 705 00:53:47,933 --> 00:53:51,061 "It's so satisfying to see that you've lost Mr. Choi's favor." 706 00:53:53,605 --> 00:53:55,315 At least that'd be amusing. 707 00:53:57,317 --> 00:53:58,693 What did you just say? 708 00:54:04,324 --> 00:54:06,368 - Hey, Ax-- - I'm taking off early. 709 00:54:08,119 --> 00:54:10,664 Or should I stay and endure 710 00:54:10,747 --> 00:54:12,165 this awkward atmosphere? 711 00:54:12,958 --> 00:54:14,626 I'm confident I can endure it. 712 00:54:15,627 --> 00:54:19,631 I've been tied to a desk since I was nine, so I know I can handle it. 713 00:54:21,174 --> 00:54:22,842 But can the rest of you handle it? 714 00:54:46,658 --> 00:54:48,493 Is something contagious going around? 715 00:54:49,077 --> 00:54:50,495 Why are all these losers acting up? 716 00:54:53,081 --> 00:54:53,915 Where are you? 717 00:54:55,041 --> 00:54:56,126 Agit. 718 00:54:56,209 --> 00:54:57,627 We should meet. Come outside. 719 00:55:13,268 --> 00:55:14,310 Hey, it's Dong-man. 720 00:55:28,450 --> 00:55:29,784 So? 721 00:55:30,660 --> 00:55:32,954 Did you choke down every last word? 722 00:55:36,791 --> 00:55:37,709 You know, 723 00:55:38,376 --> 00:55:43,048 reading that out loud was so exhausting that I ended up with sleep paralysis. 724 00:55:43,631 --> 00:55:48,386 Every single word got under my skin and cut so deep, 725 00:55:49,637 --> 00:55:51,681 it felt like I was getting tattooed all over. 726 00:55:54,142 --> 00:55:55,977 Write your screenplays like that! 727 00:55:56,061 --> 00:55:57,020 You asshole. 728 00:55:57,103 --> 00:55:58,646 - No, don't! - Hold on. 729 00:56:00,815 --> 00:56:02,817 Every word was dripping with sincerity. 730 00:56:03,902 --> 00:56:06,529 It was the best thing you've written so far. 731 00:56:06,613 --> 00:56:07,614 Write your screenplays like that! 732 00:56:07,697 --> 00:56:08,573 You crazy bastard! 733 00:56:08,656 --> 00:56:10,033 - Hold on! - Stop! 734 00:56:11,451 --> 00:56:13,078 What pisses me off the most 735 00:56:13,161 --> 00:56:15,205 is you assuming that I'm so miserable. 736 00:56:15,830 --> 00:56:19,542 Things aren't working out for me, so I should shut up and be miserable 737 00:56:19,626 --> 00:56:21,836 and know my place, right? 738 00:56:22,670 --> 00:56:25,423 Want to hear something really shocking? 739 00:56:26,341 --> 00:56:27,467 Guess what? 740 00:56:27,550 --> 00:56:30,845 I'm not as miserable as you all think I am. 741 00:56:32,430 --> 00:56:36,142 I bet a pampered rich kid can't even begin to imagine 742 00:56:36,226 --> 00:56:38,770 how people can live in a basement apartment. 743 00:56:38,853 --> 00:56:41,231 I bet they think they're really miserable. 744 00:56:41,314 --> 00:56:44,776 Screw that. People who live there laugh and have fun too. 745 00:56:44,859 --> 00:56:48,655 They're not pretending. They really aren't miserable. 746 00:56:49,280 --> 00:56:50,323 I bet you all thought 747 00:56:50,949 --> 00:56:52,992 everything would be great once you debuted. 748 00:56:53,660 --> 00:56:55,912 You thought it'd be a whole new world, right? 749 00:56:56,496 --> 00:56:58,248 So did anything change? 750 00:56:58,331 --> 00:56:59,165 No, right? 751 00:56:59,249 --> 00:57:01,459 It's the same. 752 00:57:01,543 --> 00:57:05,004 After 20 years, 14 screenplays, and no debut, 753 00:57:05,088 --> 00:57:08,007 I'm just like the rest of you. 754 00:57:08,716 --> 00:57:11,052 I'm just as miserable 755 00:57:11,136 --> 00:57:13,471 and just as happy as the rest of you. 756 00:57:13,555 --> 00:57:16,933 Actually, my life could be way more fun than yours. 757 00:57:18,226 --> 00:57:21,688 This is all to say that you guys are no better than me, 758 00:57:21,771 --> 00:57:23,398 so stop acting so superior. 759 00:57:24,774 --> 00:57:28,236 Do you really believe that, or have you completely lost your mind? 760 00:57:28,319 --> 00:57:29,446 Also! 761 00:57:29,529 --> 00:57:32,657 You say I need to talk less, but I won't ever do that. 762 00:57:32,740 --> 00:57:35,034 Joking is the only thing that makes me feel like I exist. 763 00:57:35,118 --> 00:57:36,578 If I stop talking, I'm dead. 764 00:57:36,661 --> 00:57:38,246 What's life? It's one long story. 765 00:57:38,329 --> 00:57:40,123 When the story ends, so does life. 766 00:57:40,206 --> 00:57:42,459 So don't stop me from making jokes. 767 00:57:42,542 --> 00:57:45,211 It's the same thing as killing me. 768 00:57:45,295 --> 00:57:47,714 Even if the world ends tomorrow, 769 00:57:47,797 --> 00:57:49,340 I'll keep cracking jokes 770 00:57:49,424 --> 00:57:51,968 because it's the only proof of my existence! 771 00:57:52,552 --> 00:57:54,304 What do you keep looking at? 772 00:58:00,393 --> 00:58:01,352 That's right. 773 00:58:02,645 --> 00:58:06,691 Your brother said he'll keep making jokes and talking behind people's backs, 774 00:58:06,774 --> 00:58:07,984 even if the world ends tomorrow, 775 00:58:08,067 --> 00:58:11,404 because it's too hard for him to keep quiet! 776 00:58:11,988 --> 00:58:14,991 We need to let people who can't shut the hell up 777 00:58:15,074 --> 00:58:17,327 run their mouths until they drop dead! 778 00:58:17,410 --> 00:58:19,496 Your brother says that's how we should live! 779 00:58:33,384 --> 00:58:36,095 Hey, call the cops. 780 00:58:36,679 --> 00:58:37,597 I'll take care of him. 781 00:58:38,181 --> 00:58:39,432 No objections, right? 782 00:58:54,614 --> 00:58:55,657 Oh jeez. 783 00:58:55,740 --> 00:58:57,909 - Hold on. - Hang on. 784 00:58:58,910 --> 00:58:59,953 Don't do this. 785 00:59:03,873 --> 00:59:04,874 Please calm down! 786 00:59:04,958 --> 00:59:06,167 Get off me! 787 00:59:06,918 --> 00:59:08,461 Wait, don't hit me! 788 00:59:10,296 --> 00:59:11,214 Are you okay? 789 00:59:11,297 --> 00:59:13,466 - Please call the police. - The police? 790 00:59:13,550 --> 00:59:14,926 Please hurry. 791 00:59:35,989 --> 00:59:41,619 Your address is 37, Hyowon 2-gil, Dongro-gu, Seoul. 792 00:59:43,621 --> 00:59:44,747 Occupation? 793 00:59:52,630 --> 00:59:53,464 Occupation? 794 01:00:03,975 --> 01:00:05,059 He's a film director. 795 01:00:07,604 --> 01:00:08,438 Who are you? 796 01:00:09,397 --> 01:00:10,690 The producer in charge. 797 01:00:28,124 --> 01:00:29,834 WE ARE ALL TRYING HERE 798 01:00:48,436 --> 01:00:49,354 {\an8}The Eight Club? 799 01:00:49,896 --> 01:00:51,564 {\an8}Forget it. I'm out. 800 01:00:51,648 --> 01:00:53,399 {\an8}That's for you shiny people. 801 01:00:53,900 --> 01:00:55,276 {\an8}Doing it alone is exhausting. 802 01:00:55,860 --> 01:00:57,820 {\an8}I'll stay by your side and watch you. 803 01:00:58,571 --> 01:01:01,157 {\an8}I should be the one swearing, you bastard. 804 01:01:01,240 --> 01:01:03,868 {\an8}You stole from someone you shouldn't have. 805 01:01:03,951 --> 01:01:05,662 {\an8}You stole from a genius, you bastard. 806 01:01:05,745 --> 01:01:08,122 {\an8}She turned out to be closer than I thought. 807 01:01:08,623 --> 01:01:10,667 {\an8}She works at Choi Film. 808 01:01:11,250 --> 01:01:12,669 {\an8}- Hi! - Jang Mi-ran knows me? 809 01:01:14,045 --> 01:01:16,047 {\an8}Park Gyeong-se is a bastard Damn Gyeong-se is a bastard 810 01:01:16,130 --> 01:01:17,256 {\an8}Hey, let me ask you something. 811 01:01:17,340 --> 01:01:19,258 {\an8}Why have you been so mean to me? 812 01:01:19,342 --> 01:01:20,968 {\an8}Because you hated me first. 813 01:01:22,178 --> 01:01:24,013 {\an8}What made you hate me so much? 814 01:01:26,599 --> 01:01:31,604 {\an8}Subtitle translation by: Jenny Kim